Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Wednesday night ...

and I am sitting here on my awesome denim sofa ... relaxing and playing with my kiddies. Gracie Lou is putting stickers on our furniture, Matthew is ... wait ...

"Matthew what are you doing???"
"WHAT MOM?"
"What are you doing?"
"WHAT I TANT HEAR YOU!"
"What are YOU doing?"
"Drinking apple juice!"
"You are cleaning your shoes?"
"I AM DRINKING APPLE JUICE I SAID"
"Oh, ok."

Just a normal night ... Caloy is eating pizza over the sink ... he wanted pizza for dinner after his interview ... he could eat a whole pizza in one sitting ... a large pizza ... me? Nope ... cheese makes my tummy quite upset. An entire plate of brownies? Yes, that I could do. :)

Sooo, my dear husband had his 2nd interview with the Denver Foundation this afternoon. He felt like it went well ... I know he was covered in prayers. He said he felt at peace about it. He will know more by next week ... and if he continues on, there will be more interviews I think. Long interview process ... but it is a GREAT company, something Caloy feels super good about. Please continue to pray for him.

I weighed myself a few days ago and I came to a grand conclusion ... I NEED TO THROW AWAY MY SCALE!!! As the numbers have not changed ... I feel different and I think that messes with my mind! What is the obsession with a number? Waiting to see a numeric change? I need to know that my pants fit nice ... my bra feels good ... and things are changing ... such a process this all is. Day by day. Scale or no scale ... take a breath and know that I am changing. Who ever said, "Slow and steady wins the race"????? Hmmmm ... did they struggle as I do ... then after a long journey and everything was under control did they say those words???

Slow and steady is good ... stickers on the furniture is awesome ... Caloy feeling confident about his interview is Divine ... Matthew yelling at Grace to "GET OUT! I AM POOPING~" is hilarious ... sitting on my comfy sofa with this lap top is relaxing and therapeutic. Lord you are so good to me. Amen.

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