I had resolved several weeks back to continue training for my Half IronMan ... and today I am letting it go ...
Not the goal, I know I'll do it eventually ... this summer it's not happening, and I am ok with that.
In light of what is coming with Matthew ... I am letting it go. I can't pretend that I will have the time, strength or energy through July to train, and I am ok with that.
I need to be his Mommy, I need to be there when he calls, and I am ok with that.
I am ok with this ... I am letting it go ... for now.
2 comments:
So proud of you!
He has such a good mommy! One who is strong and giving all at the same time! We'll all cheer you on when you start training again!! Until then we'll cheer on Matthew and his battle!!
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